Saturday, April 16, 2011

Baby Days

The referral photos for Sosina, April 16, 2009
Today is the anniversary of the day we received your referral--the first day we ever saw your fourish-month-old little round face, heard your name and envisioned you, specifically, as our daughter.  For us, your parents, today feels like your birthday.  I cradled you this morning and told you about seeing your face for the first time.  I told you about the little curl on the top of your head and how Daddy and I cried a happy cry.  I rocked you and called you my itty bitty baby girl.  You love when I refer to you as my baby and you often pretend to cry like an infant so that I scoop you up, hold you close and kiss you all over your face.  This game, which happens frequently now, seems like it is making up for lost time--for both of us.  I know the days where you want to be my baby are numbered but you like to be reminded of it now.  So today, I remind you and hold you and thank God for you.  My baby.